Are you killing time? Or bringing it to life?

Today I am happy because I don't have any reason not to be.

I'm finally on the tail end if not at the end of the pity party I threw myself a short while ago. I've come up for air and it's as if I have taken my first breath of life. I feel Renewed, Rejoiced, Present.

For the first time today, the man watched as I clumsily paddled my way out in the water, tumbled through the breaks and caught a couple of good rides. He sat at the beach and cheered me on. It was definitely a role reversal. I'm normally the one on the sidelines beaming proudly of the man that I have fallen blissfully in love with. Yes bloggies, this hopeful romantic has finally unlocked her heart. I've let go. I've given myself the freedom to fall. After all freedom and free will are the by-products of Love. I am stepping into a new paradigm allowing spiritual growth and love lead the way. Listening to my intuition, trusting my gut and expressing myself authentically without hiding.

I am super excited to see what the universe has in store for me...For a minute there, I didn't think it could ever get better.

But I am more open than ever, to everything, right now.

Sure, I had moments of crying on the couch, drinking wine and stuffing myself silly with cupcakes...I had moments of anger.

But then I remember its all a huge blessing. I am right where I need to be.

I am grateful.

For whatever we lose (like a you or a me). It's always ourselves we find in the sea

- e.e. cummings

Oh and to all my lefty bloggies out there.... Happy Left Handers Day!!!

Loving you,

Jakey