A hazy morning does not mean a cloudy day...

Nothing is final. One day you're high. The next day you're low. You might have a funky, expressive or awful haircut today, but soon it will grow into something else, something new and random. Maybe you grew up liking pop music and boy bands, but now you like specific mash up of Electronic and Classical. Perhaps you were madly in love last week, but woke up today feeling comfort in solitude, without a desire to be held.

Everything is fine. Not finAL.

We tend to instantly identify with "things". And we believe in so much, when in fact, a belief isn't known to be true. It's a hope for the truth. We think that certain things, thoughts, or actions make us who we are and sometimes we become addicted to those thoughts or behaviors and then become too afraid to let them go. One day I feel like I have all the wisdom of the world and the next day my soul wears thin and I stutter just ordering ice cream.

And everything is fine.

Because I trust in the ever changing climate of the heart. I think it is necessary to have many experiences for the sake of feeling something; for the sake of being challenged, and for the sake of being expressive, to offer something to someone else, to learn what we are capable of. These meanderings, rants, and blogs for instance, provide great deal of comfort just sharing it, even though I put a part of myself on the line to be criticized or considered an ass.

Oh well, Courage is triumph of the soul I guess. and an Ass can still be of great service.

So Remember, you have the right to change your mind.

About anything.

Anytime.

This is not the ending.

P.S. - No doesn't mean forever. It simply means, "Not right now."

And on the topic of Not right now, whatever happened to you in the past is not happening now.

You will be safe behind your honest decisions and mood swings.

I promise

Waxing and Waning hence ever changing...

jakey